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Friday, March 1, 2024

Selected Works, Koss

Aldi: Simple Things 

We dawdled in the heavenly vegetable aisle,
palming the zucchini, playfully argued about onions,
the appropriateness of red versus sweet—to cook or not.
We were both poor, but groceries cost half that of U.S.
Shopping’s a chore I normally hate  but was elated
sashaying with you at my side, then drifting away
with cart, slowly coming together at aisle’s crossing
after I dallied, staring dumbly at foreign names
for tomato paste, which I needed to make mafé.
Product naming was confusing—we were juggling
three versions of English, but it amplified our otherness,
and the tingle I felt in my torso and limbs,
nervous anticipation. Hadn’t cooked for anyone in years.
Us making food decisions. Remembered how easy joy is.


*Originally published, North Dakota Quarterly




Skins

you wanted it raw
not precious
sex too,
the space between
 
tattoos crudely sketched
hieroglyph armies
march of flesh
just the skins
the jist of it
 
witch’s symbols
etched into digits
your warnings
rough stars
scarred into arms
tattoo artist traced
from your drawings
your face too
what you did
to it
a primal expression
or grievance
just name it longing


*Originally published, Chiron




what max said before climbing into her spaceship

what about the velocity of things
the ever-fleeting
 
flame-ejected titanium shell
battery jitter and drain / defunct-human touch
 
memory flakes / show-and-tell facebook
touchscreen splendor / fingerdy-linger
 
tweedledee twitter / gaba to creatine
ping pong brain thing / tweedledum marketing
 
dumbed-down googley everything
machine unlearning / lowest common
 
denominators / normalized
violence sublimated into viral cuisine
 
the new connectivity
the new reflexivity / the new mediocrity
 
how is it everyone is doing so great
marketing prosperity / so much perfection
 
at the center of things
rate me / rate her / rate him / oh ranking queens
 
like / heart
rage face / emoji heaven
 
eternal fabric / social soul medium
reality drivel / cacophony of tedium
 
dead narrative
confetti attention / scatter box
 
soul flattened to ME
soul flattened to screen


*Originally published, Feral




Five for 

five months since you killed yourself
my body-clock does its dirty work
 
           five magpies form
                        a door in the sky
           their invitation
                        to die
 
woke at five / soaked / remembered the date
anniversaries / the dread of eleven
remembrance gutted my chest / failed
 
to follow you / into the hollow / I sprawled
gum-stuck to mattress / beached-perca limp
flickering tapes rolled on cue
 
what he said / what she said / what you said
what you did / what I should have done
 
five isn’t everyone’s heaven
declared my neighbor, cruising his golf cart
hissing scripture
it’s unnatural / a sin
against god
she’s so selfish / she didn’t take her meds
it’s never that bad / why didn’t she pray to God
until I finally said enough
you never even met her
 
           five magpies form a door in the sky
                        their invitation to die
 
there’s a flaw
in people / they worship
shame and blame
you knew shame like the skin
of your cheek
 
           shame for the kiss / shame for the sickness
           shame for the look / and imagined sin
           shame     shame     shame for the skin
           shame with the belt / shame for the pleasure
           shame for the fat and shame for the thin
 
           shame for the love / shame for the art
           shame for the illness  / shame for the birth
           shame for the sex and shame for the flesh
           shame     shame
           shame with the fist
 
           shame for the joy and shame for the tears
           shame for the patient
           shame for his death / shame for your own breath
 
 
           five magpies form a door in the sky
                        their invitation
                                   to die
 
there are no assholes in heaven
the guy in the golf cart is mine Max


*Originally published, Feral



Seven for (Your Voice, Ours) 

I remember your voice
Key of G minor
The vibrating throat tonic
Euphonic synthesis
 
Magpie’s sorrow psalm
Ruffled Janus head of sound
Back-tilted, sweet and lamenting
In-between life notes
 
You, healer of wounds and wounded
Joined by my latent vibrato
Alternating melodies
Harmonic blips in the scourge
 
‘Til Saturn’s sickle
Slashed the air
Arrested the chords
Leaving a whoosh in the wake
 
A fissure, the infinite wound
Between musical spheres
The devil’s score


*Originally published, Dreich



Wuthering Heights erasure with envelope, Wite-Out , and coffee








Wuthering Heights erasure with whiteout and digital embellishments






Photo Cemetery Cherub








Photo Ashes





Koss (she, them, they) is a queer, mixed-race poet, writer, artist, and asemic writer with an MFA from the School of the Art Institute of Chicago. Their debut chapbook, Dancing Backwards Towards Pluperfect is due out from Diode Editions in ’24.

Selected Works, Elisabeth Bletsoe

 

I.

Unnamed, identified as Goldfinch (Carduelis carduelis)

for Suzanne

 

Days of brief transparency, viewed through a window of ice, lifted. Powdered across the lane. Having a porous cuttle texture as if drawn “using a thin & rather scratchy nib”. A stricter regimen being currently observed, blood temporarily withdraws. Lenthay copse smokily obscure. Brittle scrapiness of reeds, bones packed tight with ar. Fish-spine delicate. A tenebrous rustle, like the breathing of books. Fields growing nothing but stones, bone white, buff white, ivory white, carved by the river Yeo, formerly the Gifle or forked one. Abounding in small flocks among the alders; a c’irm or charm indicating a tinnitus of small bells, blended, a continual weaving of waters. Angel speaks with a multitudinous voice. “Thistle-tweaker”, a conflation of thorns with the scarlet forehead becomes the iconography of crucifixion myth, ousting earlier fertile goddess affinities. Its nest a vaginal metaphor; a labyrinth of tender intricacies. Lucina, caged by the fingers of holy infants.

 

 

                               sparkling up from

                                the dried burdock heads, “a shrill

                                piping of plenty”



VII.

Sparwe, Sparrow (Passer domesticus)

for Michell

 

Waiting for Sylvia, who never arrived. In back of The Plume of Feathers, a narrow sanctum in hibernal state, graced by the fluttering of small lives. Mimosa racemes. Roof-angles, at variance, drawn by the impetus of the abbey tower against ever finer & finer grindings of lapis & azurite. Into depthless sky. An insistent cheeping surpasses the bells’ doxology; illicit couplings betrayed in a tremor of ivy. Naked stems of the winterstruck clematis proximate to the red bench; a simple narrative that becomes more complex; there is you, myself & many others like fingerprints among the lichen, staining. Faces that open & close. Things half-buried, annealed by frost. The inn a former mortuary, museum of autoptic secrets; no random event the disclosure of a statue of the risen Christ hidden within its walls. Sparrows gather, conductors of souls; only one human pair of eyes witnesses the child riding her trike across the flagstones. Back & forth, back & forth.

 

 

                                       high gothic letters

                                       blown by the wind; let sparrows

                                       make a nest of them




XIII.

Fesaunt, Pheasant (Phasianus colchicus)

 

A needle does not yet exist to drill these bone-ends for threading; this amulet in remembrance of the dead. Pain accepted as an explication of growth, slivers & thorns a means of securing paper-thin sections of secondary calligraphy, wetly unfolding. In leaves of hedge-maple. Flesh stutters & fails, allows ingress. Violets take root within a lattice of barbules, elegant self-assemblages of optical nanostructures. Light: as a feather. Remiges & rectrices. She waits by the blood in silence, welded to a complex geology, the inclusive hills. Dark Lane, Pink Knoll Hollow, Horse Scratch Field, everywhere a map for somewhere else, textually enriched by silts & marls, pleistocene clays. Pollarded, the countryside engineered to near riot; stirred for a bird, the lie of the land. Lawless laws.  A socket, enucleate; splanchnic cavity plangent as the recess of an ancient rebec. Tersely set aside. The spurred feet of a fallen crusader, deo non fortuna. At the foot of the page, three kings pursue their journey through a delicate landscape occupied by a dog hunting a hare. Celandine pollen, caught in the creases of the herepath, the military road.

 

 

                                          gules, a cross

                                          argent & crosier in pale

                                                                  or debruised



XIV.

Larke, Skylark (Alauda arvensis)

for Luke

 

Was once animal. Weight of a new-born calf, living inks perfused throughout its skin. Mirabile dictu. In winter season, the wether being not to owtragios, dothe waxe wonderus fatte. Sprung out from under this weight of words, the great singing heart tore right out of it, pinned against sky. Turning a blind eye to. Sumped in ranunculus, claws of clutched light. Fugitive moments of response amongst predators & prey leave stigmata on flesh, on instinct. Quiet, quiet. Occluded memories of feint & double-bluff nest unharmed within celebrations for decayed fallstreaks of ice, hypothetically plotted. Cirrus intortus. At the perihelion, light bleeds into black, darkness widens under sparkle of whatever joy. Head over heels, nothing holds but in small things, enshrined in nitrogen, agricultural dust. Imbricate; the overlapping of leaves, of roof-tiles, a late the Abbate of Shirburne maner place, boundaries endorsed by badger latrines. Rumours of ancient deerparks recede into mythic dissolve, a “dry & sinuous valley”, a king’s grace invested in soil. Messaging via the contraplex: someone told me it was #fossilfriday @ dawn how do you sing a cluster on #dictionaryofstone. Profuse, unpremeditated, delivered soaring. Released unto the day. Echo, echo lalia la la la

 

 

 

                                    from yesterday’s footprint, a

                                              seed                    sprouts pale,

                                                          cotelydonous




XV.

Cormerant, Cormorant (Phalacrocorax carbo)

for Kim B. Ashton

 

To kick off one’s shoes and throw them. Slipping between pleated histories at the lake’s surface, brilliant or dazzling, the coup de foudre.  Fortunately falling folded amongst these structures of unmaking, these collusions in perceptual paradox. Stunned by the flashover irrupting capillary walls in arborescent erythema; keraunographic markings reveal the pathologies of lightning, a dermal feathering. To covet the silk of your downpourings; calculations in drowning, weighed down by little stones:  I have called you by name, you are mine, when you pass through the waters I will be with you. Breathing our stories into each other’s mouths, reaffirming mutual tales of origin. Stuck in the craw. Bloodlines drawn across the lawns; a thumbnail splitting the stems of genealogical daisy-chains, she’s reading for the part of kate in the shrew (o mother); a screwing down of migrainous clouds, spreading stain of strawberry ice. Time’s passage in fond, undigested lumps. A hem of bindweed, woundwort & pendulous sedge, stitched into. Lap of a wave to the hand, and. No less liquid than.

 

 

                                  black rainbow dive: mercurial

                                       bubbles escape the murder-beak, dark

                                                                                     mucoid throat



XVI.

Wrenne, Wren (Troglodytes troglodytes)

for Chris T.

 

Slightly curved downwards, faintly marked wavy, narrow bars of wavy darker indistinctly spotted amongst wreckage. Rump reddish. Crevices & holes of rock, sprouting, lopped. Nimrod being lost in Orion & Osyris in the Doggestarre, within accidental collections of dead leaves, leaf-corbels. Four-fold equations of cryptic perspectives through; studded, fallen, scrolled off the wall of banded wavy. Ladymasse, lullen, luvely. Russeting surrounds a deep stem basin, depository of song. Resounds & cries out against. Epicuticular wax particles embedded, rephrasing the static of stretched light over wavy bars of ridge & furrow. White slipped medieval tiles. Brought down by sticks & stones, forks & knives; an arrow’s insert between leg bone & tendon. By the year’s wheel turning to manifold trickles. Legacies of overnight cloud, cyclone Eva unwinding the water’s chains. Wroth silver pays homage to the branched god, resplendent in deciduous velvet, commyth agayne from dethh to lyff in his whyght skynne. Trifoliate cusping & radiant outward in problematic scratches, deeply; though he be little, deeply reinscribed. Cutty, close-sitter, jarring jubilous.

 

                                    dark sparkles through

                                             tracery with small angelic

                                                             reset

                                                                       fragments




ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

I, VII Landscape from a Dream, by Elisabeth Bletsoe (Shearsman Books, Exeter, 2008); Infinite Difference: Other Poetries by UK Women Poets, ed. Carrie Etter (Shearsman Books, Exeter, 2010)

I Ornithology composed by Kim B. Ashton, piano Clare Hammond

XIII LPB Micro#6 illustrated by Frances Hatch, produced by Steven Hitchins, 2013; Molly Bloom 10, ed. Aidan Semmens

XIV The Lonely Crowd 7, guest poetry editor Chris Cornwell

XV, XVII The Fortnightly Review 06/2018, ed. Peter Riley

These works were published in Birds of the Sherborne Missal by Elisabeth Bletsoe (Shearsman Books Ltd., Swindon, 2021) to celebrate a unique landscape. They were inspired by a fifteenth century manuscript which contained the text and music with which to conduct the Christian Mass throughout the year at Sherborne Abbey, in Dorset. It is unique for its remarkable marginal series of naturalistic birds, most of which are native to the area and often given their dialect names. These are mainly to be found in the central pages, appropriately where there is also inscribed musical notation. The missal’s lavish scale and decoration served to emphasise the town’s spiritual pre-eminence.

In this poem-cycle, each bird was observed in its native habitat within the boundaries of the Sherborne diocese and then linked back to the missal by means of religious iconography, imagery relating to books, pigments or methods of illumination as well as bird mythology, the latter often subverting the original Christian intention.  The Japanese haibun was loosely employed as its form is well suited to nature-notes and the similar sized blocks of text were visually pleasing, echoing the blocks of heavy Gothic script. The accompanying haiku allowed for a brief word-sketch of the bird or its surroundings, which literally illuminated the whole.



BIOGRAPHY

Elisabeth Bletsoe is currently the curator of Sherborne Museum in her native county of Dorset, England. Her publications include Landscape from a Dream (Shearsman, 2008) and Pharmacopoeia & Early Selected Works (Shearsman, 2010).  She has featured in various anthologies including Infinite Difference: Other Poetries by UK Women Poets, ed. Carrie Etter (Shearsman Books, Exeter, 2010), The Ground Aslant: An Anthology of Radical Landscape Poetry, ed. Harriet Tarlo (Shearsman Books, Exeter, 2011) and more recently The Edge of Necessary: an Anthology of Welsh Innovative Poetry 1966-2018, eds. John Goodby and Lyndon Davies (Aquifer Books, 2018). Elisabeth is currently involved with the artist Frances Hatch, providing textual responses to her collages in the exhibition/publications Drawn to Antarctica and Chesil Moons. She has also collaborated with the Cambridge composer Kim B. Ashton who has set several poems from Pharmacopoeia and Birds of the Sherborne Missal to music for piano and full orchestra.

 

Rightly admired for her ingenious lexical device, she is skilled at blending dialectical vernacular with specialised terminologies from the natural sciences, historiography, folklore and taxonomy...her synthesis of heterogeneous glossaries lends a deeply nuanced interplay between laminate aesthetics in the bricolage, unlocking a range of associated impressions at the foundation of these resonant meditations. (Chris Cornwell, The Lonely Crowd, 2017)


Selected Works, Joseph Delgado

 
With your meco in hand,
Smelling dawn in your ass crack,
Like doves seeking twigs (nests made of dirty sheets)
 
Lifted leg, ball sack, pelos rich
With spit, with the mouth breathing of
Swallows gathering mud (pressed into asshole)
 
Tongue swollen, like bee sting, like
Ripened peach, thai smell i lift with
My finger tips, slipped out of you (lost tooth)


***


 

Omens in the buff shine of
Car hoods, sun, light cleaves,
Bent in the high gloss (sweated chests)
 
These tire marks, across grass stain,
Pressed earth. Broken quartz. Broken 
Teeth. Chrome colored (pechos made of metal)
 
This heat, wafting from muffler, from
Bronzed exhaust, fumes of frajos, smoke
Lifting like pollen (bellies glistening)

***


Cat claw, juniper stinking (of moonshine, of hot hot).

(rusted- like tin can she says) shh, like moon,

Riding down, the stem of hot night, pulsing-

Like beetle, strangled, (breasts thicker than storms)

And smell it, (aroma of shit flies) down, this

-oleander, rot, roots like rusted nails. Rust.

(oxidization of legs) this bruise of

Land, weed grown, heavy with sweat, (cum) blood

Of sparrows, (shot down like whores) shot through

The lower jaw. (the sings of singed meat)

These birds-like charcoal covered wings.



***


Tremor: thighs split like atoms,
Hair running down the calves, i suckle
On a toe, edge of shaft, cock (thunderstorm)
 
I pull with my teeth, at nipple, at
Sobaco smell, at the crack of your ass,
Smelling of soap, water, drains. (busted pipes)
 
My mouth a flytrap, clamped, down your
Skin, your taste, your flimsy bones,
Veins full of heat ( old cedar smell)


***


Quail keep the time, as you fuck me
Back of your truck, tailgate down.
Boots, jeans at ankles (black birds clacking)
 
Belt buckle, loose, slapping thigh,
Your clot of hair thumping against
Ass, thigh, my body bent for you (shifting mesquite)
 
I feel the heat of metal, at my palms,
Pressed, on all fours, drunk, you slip
Your dick, deep, moan like dog. (moth hunters)


***


JOSEPH DELGADO was born and raised in Albuquerque, New Mexico. He graduated from Saint Pius X High School in Albuquerque and attended The College of Santa Fe. His work has previously appeared in The Santa Fe Literary Review, Trajectory, and Collective Brightness: LBGTQ Poets on Spirituality (Sibling Rivalry Press). He currently resides on the Fort Mojave Indian Reservation in Mohave Valley, Arizona.


Selected Works, Adam Stutz


FIRE DOOR

SLOW FLIRTATION of a low diamond in the rough/the late-night lung 
suck/ disposition switch /learn these extremes & aggrieved buzz/stirred up

w/ a paucity of expectations/nectar removal onsite/can set the 
DISSONANT rhythms to work at the fingers/blowhard bludgeons/shield-

wise/slack JAWED/these chips of glass constitute a constellation/drawing 
up old word soup/recalling nerve endings of anger/or incoordination/in-

box stacking buzz/learned SCRIPT MEASURES REALIZE reaction time to 
chop up/ the perforations wear infections as high fashion/flutter/tear/the

demarcation of messages into the neutrality of grand gripes/to cross wind 
whipped/I knock ebbing daylight/slipping towards QUIET VOWELS/

the ORNAMENTS from my eyes/become the huddle of low-pressure 
systems/by and by the rain works into contemplation/washing all skins/

nervous is vogue/I CAN CRAFT in dirty striations/we are a breakdown 
condition/ hyperbole/anxiety attacks are a form of sediment compression/

TRANSACTION ORIENTED/I cut my carbon-dated psychology into 
fragments/diagnosis watching/down like flooring/a captive audience/

to break our lists down/like guests/all the slips of tongues/I wish I COULD 
TAKE BACK LOSS/we tremble through the day catching a rumination/

baked into the concrete/A SPLINTER in the side/walk on a sliver/I cover 
on my breaks in the dialogue/we share cheesing/loose WARPS BACK

& FORTH/beg the notion of a distorted narrative/re-combined/into 
pieces of my broken nail/attached to some grand elaborate scheme/

LOOK FOR A FIRE DOOR/cut out a window/a puzzle/climb over
the next line/& harry the nerves/give midday no shelter/& exhale




LOVE LIKE BROKEN TEETH

The low hanging questions of low hanging clouds/normal brooding to sew /a new whistle/into the bleating brakes of nervous drivers/the city frames its jaw/w/ a love like broken teeth/everyone offers critique/slip the conventions/kick over rocks/of nervous picking/into leaden news/the earth tries to swallow cities/seeking panaceas/cities are resilient/dark suit walking tours/I waffle on resilience/touching bone to shape/cities know tragedy/the bouquet of felicitations & grimaces/but remains resilient/a slow page turning/the engine grows stressed/it remains a complex organism/all of the hustles/blue bubble gray bubble blue bubble/I am unkempt & trying to remain professional/after a two-step altercation/twist into the shape of your argument/from this distance I levy an ambivalence/beautiful in the lingo/on the wings of a yellow moth/the electrocution of news/cutting the stale palette/the broken visages of strangers/the street laughs nervously/stinging the eyes/I melt a cough drop on my tongue/autumn makes a slow approach/seasons are now measured in violence



TENDER UNDERWEIGHT

Tenderness is underweight:        an imminent flop in these hands—
place the parts in a vase & rent a plot line of mercy           just add
a nervous hole punched  through a wall  &           let the fingers soak up    
their blue flaws—          appendages blind to near/dear  laughter
 
The ache is the last Friday before switching  off the sweet talk        (a slap 
across ambition    To draw bright lines for touch I’ll crush salt  three times 
& sanctify the couch w/ a vacuity          like falling  into  a dry well
 
I can’t find my deliberate manual for dumb shit    & my peacock exhibition 
exhausted years ago       These days all the months fill         w/ fire & fealty: 
spoiled performances     I’m not feeling the spirit—         I’m feeling
the maudlin tool of expiration                 crafted w/in my quiet bedroom
           
Be sympathy &  become a clap     a slow hobble     a midnight boulevard 
paved w/ spines     carved from fingernails & ephemera
To know this rawness  is to open a deteriorating  mouth: just try to mend
a  sunset so  the page can finally bruise— a damn to finally break open




MY SPASMS BECOME ME

I am a city burning at a distance in a headline        where secrets promise
to perch on the  windowsill        only to  be carried away by the current
of other whispers           This is a tragedy             of a tiny pissing contest 
(tiny is as tiny does)        like 79 cent bananas being as cruel
 
as a  rented memorial service      How lovely is our over-saturated 
community screaming from the haze of   bad contracts we smuggle in our 
pockets           To become aware is to walk the fine line of a wish burning slow—
distance/expectation—a last letter        looming in the recesses of a closet   
      
a past shadow (a signpost to an unfinished road     is an idle sweet whisper
A swindle studied/aware            Aim your ink stain like a starry-eyed 
hunger pang at a map of buttons         that could be a slew      arriving at arm’s 
length  soaked/delicious           in its moon glow carrying a sweet whisper
 
I have clipped my  late riser’s wings        & I have managed running 
judgments at a randomized pace of jealousy       from work
walking back the short ask          to the fundamental question of sleep
wrung out of heat light like                     the shower operating so yellow
 
my organs         toil & I become a carcass lying                 over a loveseat
We share this low horizon over   grieving photos &           split fingers—
(when can grief just be grief ?)        rather than cryptic &  unnecessary
like this old man’s pen offering a banter that’s aimed  at a wall during this 
season of catching fire      writhing            in no name—only heat /ash




SALTING MY EYE

This evening a sidewalk is peeling an orange in winter & my absence & vanity burn bright lines into my misgivings : I look for waste & dump noise into a cross-contamination of consonants performing hope like a billboard ultimately losing to the sun’s concerns : a thirsty green fealty—the end : I develop into a wick dreaming of  becoming a bouquet made to transport crude zeros & barbs to the threshold of a cutting rhetoric (transmissions) : Abbreviations btwn. bedrooms converting bad composition into conditional circuits : Trivial digits growl one-sided questions into the swallow of night—the light switches are  up-down/up-down/up-down/up-down/slur/dream nervous judgment & knock-knock laughter : Make good on heavy niceties nervous smiles  & veiled  prescriptions designed for the architecture           of a headache     placing a lien on teeth : An atrocity recipe kicked up in daylight in the wake of a passing bus & a slow scowl declaring the end of transactional rest : Like a  pastime slipping into a coma : Breathe into  an exit steeped in smoke &  the routine will land w/ a sting battered by loose identities in exchange for erratic annunciations  doling out dumb smiles & venerations to grow a seedling : A rose-colored  past burning up purpose  to breed lionization





Adam Stutz is the author of Transcript (Cooper Dillon Books, 2017), The Scales (White Stag Publishing, 2018), The Sham Tapestry (White Stag Publishing, 2024), and Compunctions + Thefts (White Stag Publishing, 2024). His work was recently shortlisted for the Capilano Review's 2023 Writing Contest, Writing in the Aftermath, and has appeared in various print and online publications including The Equalizer: Second SeriesA Sharp Piece of AwesomePreludeBe About ItDelugeDum Dum ZineThe PinchDodging the RainWhere is the RiverDream PopCoverGhost ProposalColumba PoetryOnly Good PoemsINKSOUNDSSpectra PoetsTrilobite, and hush: a journal of noise. His work can also be found at https://stutzwrites.com. He currently resides in Los Angeles, CA.


Selected Works, Barton Smock


birthplace 8

My nose puts blood on a baseball. A bicycle,
 halfway through my brother, disappears. Keep 
moving, says distance. To the lamb in my 
deadest eye.





birthplace 9

God learns about bones for three days in a 
treehouse that we pretend is on fire. Violence 
tells our bodies where we are. I can’t love our 
children more than once.





birthplace 10

The basement animals are taking too long to
 name. Brother is throwing packs of cigarettes
into a baby pool that sister has recently filled. 
The hose is dead, still on, clothing an angel. 
Sister wants her hand to be smaller and promises 
god every anthill in hell. The animals aren’t many.




birthplace 65

How lividly agony languishes in the loud mercy of 
the lived-in lover. I want to say there are songs 
like this and I want to say hosanna. The sick
 vanished dreadful babies take pictures of how 
they’ve been portrayed and they let us call it 
heaven this place that means the pain is 
different here. I am with my father and together 
we name an animal. Mom remember.  




AWAY

We live 
as if god
could ever
be homesick.

When I’m not looking, my body

ah
fuck.

No golden 
melancholy
for the surgeon
with crushed
hands.

Death 
needs dying
to be real.





Barton Smock lives in Columbus, Ohio. Most of his work is self-published. His newest non self-published work is 'Wasp, gasp.' (Incunabula 2023). He writes at kingsoftrain.com.


*Editor's note: These poems are excerpted from Barton Smock's latest collection of poetry: Wasp, gasp. To order you copies of Wasp, gasp - click here.





Saturday, April 1, 2023

Selected Works, Soleil Yakita




Absent Father 

Pocketed, whisked away—absent, Father, 
You were suddenly an ensnared creature 
Blank eyes blazing with animal terror 
Gasping, gargling, against the biting steel. 
As the compass needle knows North, Father, 
A great agonal force stirred within you, 
A gnashing, sweeping, unceasing machine 
Indiscriminate, wholly unseeing. 
And later in the yellow dim, Father, 
When moon-pale skin shone mercifully breathless, 
My lips brushed a cool form like a statue 
And sensed the dead air; the emptiness. 




cleansing, mending 

Today my pen is a paintbrush 
cradled in the sleight of my hand. 
It no longer chokes and sputters 
on yesterday’s noxious thoughts. 
I do not wield it as a dagger, 
carving red into my journal. 
Today words unspool in gold ribbons 
from the lithe movements of my wrist. 
Gentle, dancing loops fill the page: 
raspberry jam. . . warm marmalade. . . 
Sleepy-eyed autumn. . . silk sunsets. . . 
Today, 
today my pen rests. 




12.30.2022 

Under the rev’rent hush of the pre-dawn morning, 
the muted whistle of the witching-hour train 
trails in a sleek silver streak through the blue darkness; 
the station awaits in cool adularescence. 

A magic is dream-caught, webbed through the quietude: 
one secret among passengers and observer 
each of us guarded and snuggled comfortably 
against the velvet night’s lust’rous underbelly. 





Today 

Today my body a bloodied gash 
against the faded paisley of my bedsheets— 
pit-marked by the half-moon digs of my nails, 
I weep scab-fluid like a bark-stripped tree. 
I murmur to myself, little blue lies 
just askew from the pulsing vein of truth: 
deoxygenated capillaries 
that bitter my mouth like underripe fruit. 
But a sleek algal film clings to my skin, 
in guarded seclusion it flourishes; 
I revel in the slick cocoon of grime 
with no promise of metamorphosis. 
Yet soon I must shed this warm shroud of filth,  
and beneath it seek some semblance of self. 





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In rev’rent prayer and on my tired knees, 
I suckle Death’s slender, icy fingers. 

I lick them until my lips fall numb, 
And my stomach curdles with hot acid. 

Until my mouth tastes of bitter-black ash, 
My jaw slack and my restless mind placid. 





sonnet no. 2 

Do whisper gentle things against my lips,  
that which would fracture, burst, in open air;  
Sweet Nothings—stolen, golden spheres of bliss, 
that float between us fragile, warm and bare. 

Caress my skin with faint and feather touch, 
as rushing breezes rustle flaxen grain; 
Do drench me in a wash of scarlet blush, 
as sunlit forests blaze with amber rain. 

Beneath my circling rings of ribcage reach,  
and press your palmprint flush against my heart; 
Its silken form do gently cup and squeeze, 
to choke the pulse then feel it hard restart. 

Do whisper hidden words into my ear,  
Sweet Nothings lustrous, tender, soft and dear. 






grey matter 

a brooding lethargy like victorian rot: 
all plague masks and posies, corpses and consumption 

words trail soot on the walls, thoughts stain with putrid grease; 
tongue tastes food as if spoonfed from the ashtray 

fine, gritty granules like gravel, sediment, and 
misguided sentiments, unspoken resentments 

swiftly accumulate like thick glacial refuse 
in the warm crannies flush against the optic nerve 

and down the curving corridors within each bone: 
pebbles crowd like teeth in the carnal catacomb 







Soleil is a recent transfer and undergraduate Creative Writing student at Stockton University, and she has just begun to familiarize herself with the local literary community. She works as a library assistant, English tutor, and (unofficial) printer repairwoman at Atlantic Cape Community College. Soleil is also a clarinetist in the Atlantic POPs Community Band, where she can happily immerse herself in wordless rhythm for a few hours each week. She is just beginning to send work out for publication. 



Soleil's poem, grey matter, was originally published online via A Thin Slice of Anxiety: